The truth is I don’t know and I don’t think I ever have. The feelings are a big mixture of things that kind of just hit you all at once. It’s an anchor that holds you in one place, a warm feeling that takes over your whole body, a goofy look you just can’t whip off your face. Being with you became the best part of my day. You have always been the last person on my mind and the first person on my mind. It’s almost scary ,but I’d do anything for you, making sure your ok, and what you need became a priority. I want everyone to know how much I love and can’t breath without you. Your flaws aren’t imperfections yet things that made you human. Do I dare bring up the fact that I’ve been dreaming for years about our daughter (Lilly) and watching you two swim while I rock our other child. You became my best friend and I became a smarter, better person because of you. On our worst days I couldn’t stomach the idea of losing you. Ask Me again why I love you, ask me again why I’m with you, ask me again… on a different day, on another hour I’d tell you something different or something new. So Ask Me!
